Today I watched my dance recital and saw my very best friend Ellie Mae. Just seeing her made me remember how much nicer she was than anyone in my class. She made me remember all the great times we had. I haven’t heard from her in weeks and just seeing her made me cry. I don’t know if I could stand losing a friend like her. I wish she’d come back. I don’t even think she feels the same way about me. I wish she would. If she wants to be or not she’ s my very best friend in the world and I’m happy about it!

I’m still wondering what to send her for Christmas. if she wouldn’t have left I wouldn’t be so hurt!